Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Doing it for himself...

First decision that faces you in this situation is, drugs or no drugs?
The idea of anti-depressants scares the hell out of me to be honest, not just because they alter your mood but I am scared that they will become a crutch rather than something to aid in a solution.
So I have decided to , at first, try to do it with just therapy and no chemical assistance.
It's not easy to be honest, I still dip down on occasion, I am constantly tired, and I have a hard time concentrating on anything.
But generally I am able to keep myself stable at the moment by keeping busy. Thank the maker for the Internet, otherwise I am sure I would have gotten cabin fever after two days at home.

Finger crossed...